so everybody thinks im annoying..

i didnt realize it till everyone said it right infront of my face.. all this time i thought i was just being funny but then you realize that they hate you cuz ur irritating then they dont talk to you.. i actually dont care if im irritating but a lot of people think i am so yeah... i remember when i was just being a friend to bianca, i always hung out with her and  talked to her  thinking it was ok.. but then she started not talking to me and i had no clue why.. then my friends told her to just talk to me and i wanted to know what was bothering her.. then she shouts to me saying im annoying. for some reason that hurt me real bad and yeah i just wanted to get out of the room.. then my friend sharmin.. i was just talking to her and i joke with her a lot.. then the next day she doesnt talk to me.  people told me she found me really irritating and annoying so yeah.. then my ex told sharmin to talk to me cuz she felt sorry for me and yeh... then i know that my girlfriend thinks im annoying at times and it happens i guess when i ask her a lot of stuff and stuff i already know about.. i just wanna make sure and stuff..  then my friend agie. we've been friends for quite a long time then all of a sudden he starts ignoring me, not talking to me and yeah. its like im his enemy now. this has been goin on for about 2 - 3 weeks and its only today that i found out why he duznt wanna talk to me anymore.. he said that i distract him a lot in class, he thinks that i find him annoying which really isnt true and he thinks that im the one who doesnt let him concentrate in class.

Fuck mahn am i really that annoying?

i didnt know people get annoyed just by me talking to them ..

fuck..